Wednesday, 23 September 2015
I'm feeling a bit better, thanks for asking. Just taking it one day at a time. Got up today before midday for the first time in weeks. Had a short burst of energy and tidied up a little. Put the bins out ready for tomorrow. Then I sat down and instead of turning on the TV, I thought about where they take my rubbish and what they do with it. Wondered if they could take my pain away with them as well. Imagined it being disposed of and crushed in some landfill. Silly thoughts like that. Until the sky outside went black and I got up to close the curtains and went upstairs to go back to bed.