To not feel quite as much for another.
Will I lay beside some Adonis who
...shan't ever match my one true lover.
Will every man who holds me near
wonder at the lightness of this husk?
The void beneath this cool veneer
replaced my flesh when we fell to dust.
Am I destined to forever love you?
To compare the worth of other men
against your weak and watery moves
that tore my heart time and again.
And what of love when you are gone?
When I cant find comfort in your arms.
Will my wild and rambling self
always want your touch to calm?
If it was only just your charm...